One year

Today marks one year since I had to make the decision to save my life over my beautiful surroangels. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her and that decision. I wish so much that I could change what happened..... What hurts even worse than the loss of Paz is the loss of my IM's. I have not herd ONE word from them in months and the photo they promised me of Paz I still have not received. I have for months now been felling so much guilt because I can not remember what she looks like any longer. I need to email them but I am so afraid of the possible rejection I may receive. I wish this were much easier to do.................

Today I am going to go out to San Francisco. Paz's ashes were spread into the bay. I figured that the cliff house would be the best place to go and visit her. I have wrote her a letter that I plan on throwing into the crashing waves.....

Transvestite?

I absolutely LOVE my job, well OK that's not completely true but some days I actually do. I get to work with the craziest cashiers. This is an actual conversation that took place ;)

a cashier has asked a customer for his ID

cashier: ohh is that your wife?

customer: no I'm a transvestite

cashier: ohhh do you switch off every other day??

LMAO!! I couldn't make this up even if I wanted too!

Where has the time gone?????

Its been awhile since I have updated and that's because there has been a lot going on...

I finally got a new job :) It was a crazy whirl wind process LOL! I applied online with a great home retail company (and no its not hd) and within a week I was called for an interview. Well the initial interview turned into all three interviews in just one day and I was offered a great position (much better than I was thinking I would get) and so after being there for about 4 hours I was hired pending my drug and back round check which of course came back clean ;) and so that's pretty much where I have been... running around like a chicken with its head cut off but enjoying every moment of it and having a great time!!

My family had a big scare this month too. My dad has been being tested for his heart for the last few months and the prognosis was not good. The doctors said that he had failed every stress test and feared that he had a severe blockage. I was the one to take him into the veterans hospital in S.F. for a heart cath to be done. It was a very stressful day running around getting him ready for the procedure. The next day my brothers and I drove to see him before the procedure and then the wait began. About 3 hours later the cardiologist came in to talk to us and we got very surprising news! that there is absolutely nothing wrong with my dads heart!!! No blockages at all!! The look on the cardiologists face was priceless!! I am very thankful that he is ok :)

So thats where I am today!